Be Omnivorous

Japanese people are not culturally omnivorous. They always keep a respectful distance. Americans may devour everything but with a great deal of indigestion. But they understand cultural mixing.
There's chaos brewing all around Tokyo. The denizens close themselves off from this chaos. What a dangerous situation. If you don't eat the chaos, it will eat you.

sometimes you take the path of least resistence...water flooding into a ditch

It's not only about their personalities, the muses in your life.
It's their blank faces. Kana and Chika both have simple faces. The girls I go for has  to be somewhat sauce faced.
You project your imagination on them, that's why no?
And maybe even their vapid emotions are a sort of canvas upon which you project your imaginations...

"Success in most human societies usually results from a skilful expression of the yellow power."
Peter Carroll.

'skillful expression' is the key to your success, as 'power' is the key to mine.

Regaining energy

Trying to regain energy, consciousness. Feeling weak every day. Cant stand this condition.
My body is weak at the moment. From jet-lag to sickness.

I sleep all day and night, yet my condition is not getting seriously better.
I cant take care of myself here in Tokyo. Not in the winter. The dry air makes me sick, keeps me from recovering. Its like the equation is not meant to be solved. There is always something here. The way out is money. And that means social conditioning. Accepting delayed gratification. Living with the parents until you have the resources to copy their lifestyle.

For what price, I ask myself? Life in Tokyo is uncomfortable if you do not have the means. And even then. They make you pay and suffer. Behave. Conform, or we will punish you. But no one talks about it. But everybody knows, suffers in silence. This is no way to live, yet we subject ourselves to this disaster of low living standard. In Germany, any waiter, any manual labor guy has a better living standard than I have at the moment, or you have. Simple things are missing, like warmth in the morning when going to the bathroom. a warm home. walls that keep the sound out from the neighbors.

But complaining does not lead anywhere. I have to somehow find a way to beat the system. This year will be the year to prove it, to prove that it is possible. I got this one shot. I used up all the resources, and now I have to play for keeps. Finished the Marono report. Sent it to your email address.

You have the computer, you have money, at least enough to survive. Use it. We have to use it. I have to regain energy and execute this. I am CEO, bitch. Fuck. Executing a plan is one thing, retaining your sanity another. Help me, my friend. I need your help.

Why are we doing this?

Every individual is essentially sufficient to himself. But he is unsatisfactory to himself until he has established himself in his right relation with the universe.

--Aleister Crowley

Boldness

The mistake was, we were not bold enough. We need more aggressiveness. Now is the time.
Give me two months to revolutionize everything. Fuck everybody. We need people like Takuma, like you, people who understand the bigger perspective, but most of all

we need to stay hungry.
This is my main advantage compared to Markus, as I can see.
He is not hungry, he is comfortably successful. He does not need to. He has his family, his gf, his comfortable live, he does not need to become as creative as we are.

Lets make a team of creative geniuses. I wont give a shit this month.
Its all about me, my idea, our company. Our time.
I will create an empire. I will take and reclaim what is mine. Glory.

Fuck those who think small. 

Not this time! This is our time! We are gonna revolutionize fucking everything!!