Wednesday, June 22, 2011

Grand Strategic Vision

Our whole lives are realized in the immense neural networks of the brain. Consequently the Grand Strategic Vision is the totality of our lives, past, present and future, being created in the brain. Our experience of our lives is always reflective of this Grand Strategic Vision realized physically in the brain.
So thus it is effective to view our lifetimes as an organic fractal unfolding. We must come to see that the past, present and future is an unfolding in the present.
Therefore do not be anxious for the morrow, for it is unfolding in your life already. Relax and collapse the future into the present.
Now the problem with most of us is that our vision of the future is rather vague. Even with a clear goal in mind, our vision of our futures is not sufficiently connected in our brains to the vision of the present. We must envision in detail how each step on our path connects to the present. We ought to strive to make as many neural connections of the detailed visions of the future with the visions of our present lives.
If we can accomplish all of this, not only will we live in the moment, we will be living our futures, indeed we will live experiencing the integrity of our whole lives in each moment as it unfolds ever again.

Tuesday, June 21, 2011

Jupiter

Become! Become! Become!
To really be successful you have to become more fully yourself.
To succeed, and then to hold on to power, you have to truly be a powerful person. We neglect the most obvious steps. We're so foolish, in such a rush to get somewhere we lose sight of the most basic, intuitive principles of life.

Feel your body. Your body is the gateway to self-knowledge.
Your body has a different sense of time than your clock-work thoughts.
Go into the body. Deeply. Inhale. Until you realize that you are a mammal. You are breathing automatically. How easily your body does it. How strange.

Go into your imagination. Enjoy the mindscape. It is not you who is producing the images, the sounds, the tastes. Your brain is God. So set yourself aside and explore the imagination of God.
Society is afraid of the real power of imagination. That is because imagination is God's doing, and if you realize that your brain is God then society can't control you. Your brain is wise. Society tries to keep that a secret from you. Ignore society for a while. Go into the strange realms. You have to brave the ridicule of others. Fuck them. Your Godhood is your birth right. Your brain is the greatest gift in the universe.

Take back your brain. Sacrifice it no longer to the collective. They will waste it. They will waste your years. Fight them. Better, ignore them.
Go into your body and imagination. Gateways to the miraculous life. The divine path.

We are robotized! Don't bullshit yourself on this point. YOU ARE A ROBOT.
Robot means slave (look it up). We are under the influence of the most potent psychedelic of all: the culture programming. Nothing is as potent as this. It takes over your brain through sheer numbers.
But the tide of history is, I believe, against this! Freedom, liberation is the real force of history. This is our ultimate evolutionary trajectory.
But first, undo yourself. Decondition yourself. Get rid of your mechanical social conditioning. You truly have been had.

Disassemble your ego. It's a leash that keeps you in line. Your brain is struggling the wiggle out of the robotic body.

We fear so much. I feel sorry for ourselves, for this miserable species. Dig up all your fears. Terminate them. Now and forever! We can be children once again, innocent and uncontaminated by the fear of the ages.

Do you even remember biological reality anymore? Have you not, I inquire!, have you not been wrapped up in your cultural mind?!!!!
All these years...

Go into your body! Go into your imagination!
Do it now! Try it for 15 minutes. No excuses, do it now. I have done it. Now it's your turn.

Then we can continue...




Remove all unwanted experiences from the past that keeps you imprisoned. Destroy yourself.
If you want joy and freedom, go into your body, go into your imagination. Deeply. Fear and restriction shall drop away like rotten rags off of our divine body. You have not truly known your body yet. Listen to your body. It knows better than you do. It knows all your hidden desires, your true desires. You can bullshit your friends, you can bullshit your family, but you can't bullshit your body. Now listen, shhhh.....


"IF YOU WANT TO IMPROVE YOURSELF           GET RID OF YOURSELF FIRST"

You must come to know the joys of destroying and recreating yourself, or selfs...

To do this you must realize the true depths of your imagination. Like stepping into a lake that was deeper than you ever expected...

Decondition yourself. Undo yourself. Undo yourself. Undo yourself.

You must know terror. Then your terror will turn into exhilaration.

"To throw off these clothes and these naked bones--to leave my emotions in the dust--to cast my mind into the darkness of space--burning my habits in the demon's fire. When this is done, falling blindly into the abyss--only then do I begin."












Stop. Lay down. Go into your body again. Again, no excuses. Do it for 30 minutes. Surely you can afford 30 minutes. Feel your body deeply. Don't fall asleep. Set an alarm if necessary. Do it NOW.












Change, change, change. Your mind is flowing with the whole universe.

















1. Get rid of yourself. Get rid of all the programming. Wipe the disk clean. Do not fear----your brain is what matters, not you.

2. Now you can begin to re-program your brain, God willing.

Your brain is God. Your ego is merely a program.

Your freedom is not to be found in your conditioned ego, in your oh-so-wonderful personality. Real freedom is to be found in the brain's ability to change itself.

The fountainhead of power and love is the great STILLNESS

Be still.

Silent.

Shhhh....

Shut your rambling head. Listen to the silence.

Listen closely...to the most distant sound you can hear....take 5 minutes to do this....................












Shhhhhh.......










Whisper to yourself, STOP.
Can hear the silence?












Feel the body.











Go into the imaginings of God












This is the first step.

Ramblings

On selling yourself.
The rock band Kiss have been criticized for being abashedly commercial whores. Love them or hate them, they are one of the most successful rock bands ever. They lack the depths of many of the bands from the late sixties but if you consider them as entertainers more than as artists, they make more sense. Artists can only sacrifice their pride so much. Entertainers are whores. But then I have a special place in my heart for whores.
Advertising yourself is an art form in and of itself. I think it's the way of nature. Nature is always advertising. The peacock's brilliant feathers is a grand advertising example: Sex sells.

Most people are emotionally and sensationally simple, devastatingly simple. It takes a lot of training to become emotionally and sensationally sophisticated. Takes years of practice. They're so easily swept away by sensationalism. The most vigilant of us are constantly lured by so many signals...even if we don't follow them, we are sufficiently distracted. And while we're distracted, we are duped by sleight of hand techniques by politicians, con-artists, marketers, media....

I think you have to change yourself constantly in this world. Stop that and you will not get far in this world. It's okay not to get far, but for some of us it's really painful.
Gandhi said, be the change you want to see in the world.
I think to accomplish miracles, you have to become a miracle. Everyone is special enough to every once in a while cause some miracle to happen. But a truly miraculous person can consistently produce miracles.
And further, I think if you truly integrate all the multi-dimensional selves, then I think you will go into the effortless flow state. And that's how you become a miracle. To flow with the whole movement of existence. A force of nature. All these words and teachings are cluing us in. Heed to them.
A miraculous person is child-like, supple, subtle, sublime, powerful and loving, integrated, knows himself intimately, flows unobstructed, is like a dancing star.

Monday, June 20, 2011

The Neglected

Background.
In any field of inquiry, I generally mean the framework, the context, the implicit space of an event or view. or perhaps a historic background. It's often what we ignore. So we might talk about planets but it is more difficult to talk about the space surrounding them. Or we might talk about a love affair but neglect the environmental factors that determined the course of a love affair.

Backlash.
I mean the social pendulum swing due to imbalance. It's a social reaction. If liberals take over the media and for years you see Lisa Simpson make a fool out of Homer Simpson, the macho conservative types will come back for payback (like Fox News). Or Tom Leykis types to Women's Liberation.
Like the background, the backlash is often ignored, and it occurs when people are not aware of the consequences of their behaviors. ("people will tire of the quantity, and will start to go for quality." this is a backlash in the market).

Inherent Contradiction.
All concepts have binary opposites. The presence of their opposite is already present in the concept. It's the tiny embryonic seed of the opposite embedded in the concept, as you can observe in the Yin-Yang symbol.
It's the implicit opposite. Like when you say 'i love you' and she senses the inherent selfishness in that statement. It's the absurdity of life philosophers talk about. Normality already implies there's something strange going on.
Again, like the backlash or background it is what is generally ignored. Like when we want a girl so much, we fail to see her imperfections, her inherent contradictions. You need to integrate the inherent contradiction into your desires. In desire manifestation it's about integrating the inherent contradiction to make your desires more realistic. It's the difference between an infatuation and a mature love affair. You recognize all the shit that a relationship can bring.



As we explore areas that are neglected, we make discoveries that others can't. Looking behind the headlines, the obvious, beneath the surface, the too complex, the depths, the frightening, the confusing. 

Friday, June 17, 2011

The son of Flynn

The solution was much more obvious. I had to do it. There was no pathetic excuse, no reason, no feeling of loneliness or non-appreciation that could have kept me from it. It was neither important that anyone understood, nor that you attain immediate gratification, not even delayed.

I have the capability, to go deeper, further, than anyone before. Juggling personalities, becoming a pretender, becoming anyone I want to be. When lost in my mind, I can see things clearly. As much as that is possible and desirable. It is hard to accept the fact that people leave your path because they are not capable to see what you can see. It is natural. Even though the same argument can be used to justify a strong ego that lusts for delayed gratification and indirect acceptance, getting over this desire, controlling it, nurturing your thought by being deprived of the feeling of intimacy, all this holds the key to something more. Something I wanted since I was 6 years old. I could always feel the desire but could never comprehend it.

You will all see me again. Later. I have to go on a journey. And even though your hand may touch mine as we greet casually in the lobby of the high class hotel, even though I sit right in front of you in the bar and smile when you recite your stories of life, reality, when you demonstrate street smarts and common sense, even though you can feel my skin on yours and hear my voice echoing in your brain, it does not change the fact.

I am simply not there.

I will decide to return on my own terms. My own timeline.

The outlands.
Their vehicles were not made for that terrain.

Ours?
Obviously, yes.

Hermes. I welcome you to get a glimpse of my journey. You are the only one who knows.
I would be honored to catch glimpses of your genius occasionally.

No strings attached.



 


Wednesday, June 15, 2011

new concept design _ double page layout

Working like it should be ... my books have arrived

Did not like the design after all. Revised it 5 times. Coming closer to what I want it to be. Damn, why can't I work without having the layout first?

My new books, most of them used. As you can see, besides Taleb, Mandelbrot!!

Have to take a rest. I work since weeks without a real break. I love my work, that is why I can't feel my exhaustion. But now I feel it. Need a break of one day. So I will read Taleb. Shit, that's no real break either, right?